Showing posts with label unforgiveness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label unforgiveness. Show all posts

Happy Fathers Day Daddy

Happy Fathers Day to all the Daddy's out there...
Today I've been praying for the people I know who've lost their Dad's. It makes me want to tell you to honor your Father today, or your Father figure, or God... whether you hold with these commercialized holidays or not.
Not being a Father I wouldn't know but I imagine its hard work, and its not always recognized.

If you are hurting today and in lack of a good Father, try to forgive him where he failed, where he was human, it will probably heal you.
Despite a few exceptions most of us severely undervalue our parents. Usually not seeing how much they sacrificed to give us the life we have.
I have been immeasurably blessed to have parents who laid down their lives for me and my brothers and sisters and let us watch them lay down "their" lives in surrender to God. I got to watch them surrender in obedience and try to walk in faith in ways few people do. And it has been such a rich life for me, in good times and bad. I am so thankful to have a Father who set aside his comfort zone time and again to put his family first and try to honor God.
If you have someone, whether it be a Father, Mother, Grandparents or anyone else that has shaped your life, sacrificed, loved, prayed for you. Tell them what their worth. Tell them what they mean to you. It matters and a little encouragement can go a long way.
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She's not gonna ask you twice

I couldn't beg or plead or bleed or scream. It wouldn't be right. And a narcissistic withholding of peace can't break me the same way now.
There's things still tangled in the heartstrings of the mess you left me in. You probably won't hear them in my voices just like I can't see you through your....
Marblized well cultivated power trip and a half dose of innocent ignorance.
While I'm holding & testing the olive branch it's not the best time to ignite it
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untitled, unhealing, unforgiveness

I may have a mild concussion or maybe I don't, 
either way my head hurts.
I smacked it against a wall, hard. 
I think my head feels maybe one one hundredth of the steady throbbing 
of my heart with the same barely visible bruising on the outer layer, 
but an unhealing wound beneath
Earlier today while I was working
I had something to write about, 
now I'm a bit of a mess with no easy clean up, 
no way to know if this is pain or if it's just unforgiveness 
of a person...
of a string of circumstance... 
or of self


That's not anything that I want to say, it's just a jumble beneath the skin of my forehead, 
it's just one beat out of thousands from my heart.
It's enough for tonight